faking Lyrics

Smiling just to go and cry my eyes later

Tryna be conscious don't want any misconceptions on my behavior

Should've stayed home need time to myself

At the same time happy to go out and be somebody else

Going through motions is so hard to do

Lying to myself more than anyone cause I can't accept the truth

It's easier to say I'm ok

Than to try and explain

So I'll just keep faking

Crumbling deep down, not making a sound

I'll just keep faking

Until that smile is genuine and I'm at peace within

I'll just keep faking

Can't talk to anyone even though the questions keep coming

I'd rather play it cool than turn it into something

How do I express that I feel alone

Surrounded by love and never alone

Broken but don't know where to start

Think I gave out too many pieces of my heart

Now I'm looking for the love that I gave

It's evading me so now nowhere feels safe

At war with myself, still tryna blame someone else

When I'm the one that got me here, and the decision was clear

Going through motions is so hard to do

Lying to myself more than anyone cause I can't accept the truth

It's easier to say I'm ok

Than to try and explain

So I'll just keep faking

Crumbling deep down, not making a sound

I'll just keep faking

Until that smile is genuine and I'm at peace within

I'll just keep faking