Paralysis ft. Blackant Lyrics

Feeling under the weather

I ain't ever getting better

I'll write my suicide note in all capital letters

Carve this in my tombstone

You'll see it on the header

I never wanted the fame And cheddar

Lord I just wanna forget her

I hate myself more than you could measure

Will I carry this pain forever

From birth I've been a error

The knife meant to take my life on the vein applying pressure

Hold it double back you don't wanna relapse

Don't you get off track stay on the path

Yo What about your friends

Why not carry this burden for them

They don't wanna see you end

And I know you feel condemned

Cause it's always keeping you from getting

Ahead

Don't you let him win

I need you to acsend

Here's what I recommend the plan of action now begins

I know it's hard to hold conversations when it feels like the good insides breaking

Am I beyond salvation

That's my interpretation

Pulling away into isolation

Full of suicidal ideation

My realization is my understanding

Leaving things mismatched and misplaced and using the and 12 gauge

Leaving a bloody mess including the fucking switchblade

Many memories are made to forget and left unsaid

Some days I'm wishing I could wake up just to be found dead

Took things for granted and learned a lot of lessons

Waiting for a funeral

You better call the reverend

Living life full of glitches

Nothing but pessimistic

Another case closed another statistic

Living life's a lie

A mind in the matrix

Think your special but your basic

You want a fire shots at me

I might as well take it

Pulling the trigger

A matter of time

No contemplation

My life on the line like a hostage situation

Am I beyond salvation

That's my interpretation

Pulling away into isolation

Full of suicidal ideation