Bad Habits (Sped Up) ft. J Mafta Lyrics

You wouldn't even understand it

Got so many bad habits

Uh uh

Yessir

You wouldn't even understand it

I can't lie, I got so many bad habits

I got so many traumas and I'm tryna get past them

Day by day I hope this feeling's never lasting

They saying I turned cold cause they see me pulling back

Can't put the blame on me, you're missing what you had

She tryna feel good, see her posting on her snap

I bet them other guys will never love you back

Like I do

I still wish you well

Since my dad left, I never been good with farewells

Tell me, can you tell?

That's why I avoid things like he did

I try to hold back all the tears, now my chest feeling seasick

Sorry I can't help but make mistakes and then repeat it

Praying 5 times a day, I know that God sees this

If you asked me 5 years ago, I'd never thought I'd be this

I'm not even writing, I just let my heart speak this

Thankful for my OGs, they put me on the right path

R.I.P to PnB, was hoping that you'd write back

Afraid of what they might think, so I can't help but hold back

Uh uh, just to let you know that

Sometimes I wish that I could just start from the beginning

I'll do whatever it takes, as long as I start winning

I'm tryna do good, but the devil make me sin

(I'm tryna do good, but the devil make me sin)

You wouldn't even understand it

I can't lie, I got so many bad habits

I got so many traumas and I'm tryna get past them

Day by day I hope this feeling's never lasting

They saying I turned cold cause they see me pulling back

Can't put the blame on me, you're missing what you had

She tryna feel good, see her posting on her snap

I bet them other guys will never love you back

Like I do

Living life, knowing I won't see you again

Man, I'm staring at your pictures just to see you again

Relationship with God, so I ain't needing a friend

Got a lot of pain, hoping this feeling will end

At times, I can't control the way that I be feeling

Abusing drugs, when I, get in my feelings

My bro died, couldn't, bare to believe it

Heartbroken but I'll still love you with them pieces

(Bad Habit)

Lean addict and I'm a savage

Money my language

My brother went to jail, it wasn't, supposed to happen

I been through so much and you won't understand it

Aye

And I got so much pain that I hold it in

Tryna look into my heart but I ain't opening

Being sober ain't solving shit

Pour another cup and get over it, aye

You wouldn't even understand it

I can't lie, I got so many bad habits

I got so many traumas and I'm tryna get past them

Day by day I hope this feeling's never lasting

They saying I turned cold cause they see me pulling back

Can't put the blame on me, you're missing what you had

She tryna feel good, see her posting on her snap

I bet them other guys will never love you back

Like I do