shell of me Lyrics

Painkillers keep me moving

'Cause it hurts when I fall

Bottles, bubbles staring through me

Like I'm not mine at all

Again, she took me by the hand

I tried to show her what she's done

But she just called my name

Said life is short, let's have some fun

I don't know why I try to be

More than I am

Or can be

I don't know why I think I'm fine

When it's all in my head

What I've seen

I don't know when enough is enough

Will I ever come back

Or am I stuck inside this empty shell of me?

The way she sparkles under light

Is out of control

When everyone seemed to have left me

She sat there like an old friend

Said "here we are again"

I told her "you took everything"

And she just laughed at me

Said "without me what would you be?"

I don't know why I try to be

More than I am

Or can be

I don't know why I think I'm fine

When it's all in my head

What I've seen

I don't know when enough is enough

Will I ever come back

Or am I stuck inside this empty shell of me?