outro Lyrics

Can't stop thinking bout the way that you stare

I bet you feel proud when you look in the mirror

I know that my body will never compare

But fuck it I'm okay if I'm keeping you near

And I got best friends that don't know my soul

And I got family, they don't know me at all

And you got little secrets that will keep me in awe

Whenever you remind me that you think of them all

Havin thoughts about myself

No one's worried about my health

Had to climb up onto my shelf

Blow the dust and ask for help

Maybe I've been looking at life through a lens

And maybe there's a reason that I should try again

And I just wanna say I'm sorry to my only gem

Girl you know we tried this again and again

I'm glad that we realized that we're better off as friends

And no matter what you're the one I will protect

I'll always make you smile with any chance I get

And you have that smile that I will never forget

And to the flower that I neglected

I only wanted to feel protected

I'm sorry for not thinking bout your trauma

Big sis you know that I love ya

Promise me that you will treat your baby with the love

That I always wanted but you were afraid of

You'll be the best mama to your brand new cub

I'll be the best uncle and I'll never run

No one stays on earth just to please themselves

They only do it for someone else

But what if that person just goes away?

Is there really a reason that I should stay?

And I don't wanna be so down, down

But I gotta leave this town, town

Wanna move to Texas and shut out

Cause if I stay here I'll shut down

How you doin' mama? I know I made you proud

Wasn't the best kid but look at me now

Retired you at 19, completed my vow

Sometimes I stay up and ask myself how

Did I get this life and do I need more?

The answer is yes, I always want more

I wish I had a way to distress, mom

The girls in my life, they bring stress mom

And no one's been a light like you, mom

No one can fight like you, mom

I'm sorry bout the pills I was swallowin

I know you hate the path I was followin

But weed makes me feel like I'm hollowed in

And when they all smoke, I'm left out again

But fuck it, I only need you mom

I only live my life cause of you, mom

I only live my life cause of you, mom

I only live my life cause of you, mom

I only live my life cause of you, mom

I only live my life cause of you, mom