Time Wasted Lyrics

Yeah

Shit crazy

After all I did for you

All I asked for was loyalty

Shit goofy if you ask me

Yeah

Doubts and depression

My anxiety got me stressing

Yeah

I thought that it was love, but it was really just a lesson

You live and you learn

Shit was straight but took a turn

Now I'm just looking at these bridges thinking bout you as they burn yeah

I showed love with no return

I was down so bad that all my peoples was concerned

They was only worried about the shit that they had heard

But one thing bout this life

You gon get what you deserve

I had to learn that shit the hard way

How you do me dirty, now you don't want to part ways

Even when it's sunny out, I still have some dark days

Now I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place

But I just try to keep my faith strong

Temptation is the devil and I swear to god they ain't wrong

Searching for myself, I pray that this don't take long

I could rap some happy shit, but that would be a fake song

And I'm just too real for that

I lost myself, I'll admit I'm trying to reel him back

Yeah, hit me right up in the feels with that

And if it's truly meant to be then rest assured it will come back

At least that's what they told me

Don't just tell me bout it bitch, I need you to show me

Don't want you to hold me back, I'd rather you just hold me

You only say you love me now, cause you don't really know me

Cause when you actually had me, you was out here being phony

If you ain't wanna be with me, you really could've told me

Facts

That's all you had to do

Instead of having me out here looking fucking stupid

I told you from the rip

You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it take a sip

Ships sink of account of loose lips

So when you get to asking questions that's when I'ma dip

Quick, I'm gone

In the blink of an eye

Suicidal thoughts telling me that I should die

But I can't listen to them, this one hell of a ride

At least if I don't make it, you can tell them I tried

Cause I ain't goin out sad nah, that ain't for me

See I was once down bad but got up on my feet

Keep it short and sweet

Do not accept defeat

I put the rep in reputation, got my new shit on repeat

If you don't love yourself you won't get it from no one else

I'm trying to put you on, really I'm just trying to help

See at a certain point, you got to help yourself

Don't complain about your cards

Just play the hand you're dealt

Bridges always burn

The ice will always melt

I can't change the shit I did and I can't change the way you felt

When the devil want your soul is that something that you would sell

Or is that shit already sold, I guess only time will tell

I been trapped inside this prison I made up in my mind

25 to life but I don't want to do the time

I still work a 9 to 5, that shit be killing me inside

But I got to pay my bills so for now I'm on my grind yeah

Till I blow up, at least that's what I'm hoping

How you show up, break my heart and leave it open

Yeah, and I ain't even joking

You suffocate me with your lies now I can't breathe I'm choking

That's why I need some space

Hope that he gon pay your bills since he want my place

You lied on your mom

You lied to my face

So why the fuck would I believe anything you say

All that time wasted