Remedy Lyrics

Yeah

This is my remedy

These are my memories

You are a memory to me

Took me so long to believe

That I could even be

Somebody living free

I couldn't love myself you see

Maybe too much of the greed

Maybe too much of the lean

Maybe too much of defeat

I'm tryna leave legacies though

And that's on my momma and future kids

I put it on all the line for this shit

Turning myself into greatest who did it

I only speak it if I really did it

Never look back at the start, I'm winning

Never look back at the start, I finished

Cut 'em all of off I got them in they feelings

Back at the start of the year

Vulnerable heart and full of fear

Tryna heal scars that couldn't be healed

If I took all my problems to court

I know that I'd fail the appeal

Maybe this deal is a steal

Or maybe it's not

Shit just started getting real

When I had to stop popping the pills

And popping the seals

Couldn't even stomach a meal

Throwing up blood

Bleeding all outta my heart

And bleeding right outta my ears

Who would've thought

I would've made it through hell

And still be alive to tell

It was all deadly serious

My mind was still very delirious

Me and the plug was still dealing

Their spirit lives in me

My Granny know I miss her

Least you got Grampa witchu'

And Raymond too that's triple

I got I promise that I made

And there are odds that may outweigh

But I'm strong I'll make a way

This is my remedy

These are my memories

You are a memory to me

Took me so long to believe

That I could even be

Somebody living free

I couldn't love myself you see

Maybe too much of the greed

Maybe too much of the lean

Maybe too much of defeat

I'm tryna leave legacies though

And that's on my momma and future kids

I put it on all the line for this shit

Turning myself into greatest who did it

I only speak it if I really did it

Never look back at the start, I'm winning

Never look back at the start, I finished

Cut 'em all of off I got them in they feelings

Now my life is looking up

And I feel as if I'm blessed

I thank God that I found music

Let's me get shit off of my chest

It's a way for me to vent

A way to gain myself respect

Broken mirrors still reflect

What's up next, for me

Been rewiring my brain

Taking baby steps

But memories escape

It's prolly for the best if I throw 'em down the drain

Put the pain killers away

That's what baby say

Whatever it is you gotta say about me

I know that I got haters, it's okay I'll let 'em speak

Is it cause my shit too deep

Is it cause I'm tryna be

Myself

Was blind but now I see

This is my remedy

These are my memories

You are a memory to me

Took me so long to believe

That I could even be

Somebody living free

I couldn't love myself you see

Maybe too much of the greed

Maybe too much of the lean

Maybe too much of defeat

I'm tryna leave legacies though

And that's on my momma and future kids

I put it on all the line for this shit

Turning myself into greatest who did it

I only speak it if I really did it

Never look back at the start, I'm winning

Never look back at the start, I finished

Cut 'em all of off I got them in they feelings