I Wish Lyrics

I wish that I was good enough

If only I could wake you up

My love, my love, my love, my love

Won't you stay a while?

I wish you cared a little more

I wish you'd told me this before

My love, my love, my love, my love

Won't you stay a while?

I wish this shit was different

I wish that we ain't go through what we did when we was children

Wonder what I'd be doin' if I was born in another city

I wonder if my kid was here, would I not be so busy

I been tryna chase them figures

Hoes ain't really worth my time, remove myself right out the picture

And I hate my 'lil bro died, niggas faked it like they was with him

Not just anybody, people know my name now, shit is crazy

They don't keep it solid, can't be around niggas if you lazy

Cancellation, I ain't tryna go out like Da Baby

Year since my granny died, don't talk about it, miss you daily

Really tryna settle down, but all these hoes be situations

I really like my peace, I'm already on medication

If I make it I won't be surprised, it was pre-meditated

Ain't no fakin', I'm the one who pushed the button, I elevated

Never satisfied, I'm tryna see what's next, no celebratin'

If a nigga play, he prolly meet his final destination

Put him out his misery

They outside, it's ten degrees

Not gon' lie you pretty, but I like you better on your knees

Used to call you bro, now I don't know him, he ain't kin to me

Smokin' by the pound, remember I started with ten a g

Shit was crispy cream, wake up eat my breakfast, I like Jimmy Dean

Bitches always put me in they mouth, I think I'm Listerine

Before the shot he had a fro, after shot, he CeeLo Green

Tryna get up off the drugs, sometimes I be seein' things

Crazy when you seein' shit clear, that's when they disappear

I had some people run out on me, I'm still standin' here

They livin' life, part of me wanna have 'em livin' in fear

I changed so much, I rather see where they be in year

I changed so much, I rather see all the shit that they blinded to

You ashamed of me, hoped that you told me "I'm proud of you"

Misery loves company, gon' invite me over

Most of the time I be high, I feel shit more when I'm sober

Most of the time I'm too high, my heart still feel like a boulder

Don't like to vent, I write shit down, it's too hot in my folder

God always give his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers

I rather not fuck with these people, tired of startin' over

I wish this shit was different

I wish that we ain't go through what we did when we was children

Wonder what I'd be doin' if I was born in another city

I wonder if my kid was here, would I not be so busy

I been tryna chase them figures

Hoes ain't really worth my time, remove myself right out the picture

And I hate my 'lil bro died, niggas faked it like they was with him

Not just anybody, people know my name now, shit is crazy

They don't keep it solid, can't be around niggas if you lazy

I wish that I was good enough

If only I could wake you up

My love, my love, my love, my love

Won't you stay a while?

I wish you cared a little more

I wish you'd told me this before

My love, my love, my love, my love

Won't you stay a while?