Happy Face Lyrics

First felt depression, 2021

And let me tell you right now, that shit ain't fun

Second half of senior year, crying some days

Does this ever end, some way

Reaching out the best I can

I just wanna be the man

But mental health is way more important

Gonna be up high, yeah soaring

Wish I could find my way, wish I could find my way

Wish I could, wish I could, wish I wish I

wish I could find my way

Waking up, don't wanna start my day

Go to bed, all of my thoughts are gray

Suicidal thoughts for the first time

Now I gotta put it to a new rhyme

Scared of relatives dying, scared that I will be crying

Lost so many in the past already

And I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready

I love you mom, dad, both my sisters too

Love my grandparents, cousins, aunts and uncles

Everybody in the world, too

Well, I don't know, that's a bit much

But I love everybody in my family

And I love all my friends

And I love anybody who has helped me get to where I am today

You know that I run around because back to five years old I wanna play

Now I'm a sophomore in college

Gotta get that knowledge

And I'm a music major, it's major

Well, not doing it for the money

Don't need a honey

Oh my god, look at outside all the bunnies

Whoa I'm so confused, look at me, look at you

No, back to me, back to me

Gotta be selfish when it's mental health

But sometimes it feels like I'm going through hell

Well, you see, I just tripped up my words

Feel like a turd, feel like a nerd

Feel like I can't even say the word 'cause I'm flying so high like a bird

But I'm up there, and I guess I'll never come down

But I really wanna be wearing the crown

I don't wanna stack them anymore

Now I gotta go, go, out the door

Waking up, don't wanna start my day

Go to bed, all of my thoughts are gray

Suicidal thoughts for the first time

Now I gotta put it to a new rhyme

Waking up, don't wanna start my day

Go to bed, all of my thoughts are gray

Suicidal thoughts for the first time

Now I gotta put it to a new rhyme