Guilty Inside Lyrics

Systematic sadness in everything that happens

How am I supposed to face the fact she really doesn't care?

I'm witnessing the rapture, I try my best to capture a bit of happiness

If it exists

Why do I listen?

Why do I try?

Another conversation

Makes me wanna cry

I'm sick of the fighting, false alibis

But every time I try to leave

I feel so guilty inside

Coping is a concept in attempts to accept

How am I supposed to overcome the emotions that I bear?

Oblivious to me they seem as I'm falling apart at the seams

Tell me what is happiness, if I can't see it?

Why do I listen?

Why do I try?

Another conversation

Makes me wanna cry

I'm sick of the fighting, false alibis

But every time I try to leave

I feel so guilty inside

Hypocrisy, what a dangerous word

You keep running around, hoping that you might be heard

But you don't even think of what you say, it's so absurd

Derogatory comments of another, then I act like it doesn't hurt

Is it worth burnin' bridges, making incisions so deep

I wanna flip over the tables, because I don't want the tea

You can spill it all you want, but you're just rotting your teeth

I hope you writhe and wiggle in the chair from feelings so deep

Rinse your mouth out from the bullshit, cause you're starting to stink

I'm just trying to live my life here, so fuck what you think

I didn't ask to be here, but apparently I'm the link

And if I break away and float off, everybody will sink

This responsibility has been driving me crazy

Now I'm taking medication to be prepared on the daily

I've never been so ready to leave, I don't know why they never see me

Running my cup against the crib, I wanna be free

But no, a stupid is, a stupid does

All it is, I've tried to run, tried to live like Forrest Gump

At least he knew when he was done, I never thought I'd be the one

Saving lives is never fun, call the cops speed dial one

I'm hanging up, I'm fucking done