how i feel Lyrics

I cant explain

The way that I feel to you

I cant reveal the truth

But I don't know how to love you girl and

It shows when I'm sober

I wish that youd come over

So we could talk it over

Know you miss the way I'd hold ya

Shoulda listened when I told ya

My heart is getting colder

You chip away my love

I brush it off my shoulder

Didn't think that we'd be over

Everything that you did

I'm a soldier

On the brink and you let the drugs control you

Affliction wings so you know I'm gonna soar ya

I keep my oaths like my name is Sora

They don't know all the pain that I know

See me smilin but inside I'm numb yeah

Cuz I dont like to talk a lot even online

I jus keep it to myself on the regular

Now you know how I think when I think at all

Wish I could take it all back since middle school

Always meant every word that I said yeah

If I could I would cry but I can't no