Beloved Child Lyrics

So once again you get to see this ugly face of mine

I thought I had a lot to do but then I have no time

I fucking sit n' eat n' sleep n' piss in my leisure time

And shit is what I deserve on this fuckin' face of mine

If I am gonna have to put it as a question why

It's 'cause my life, it has become a miserable lie

They show me that things just seem to be all right

Even though nothing is, it is undefined

I got a mother who struggles

And a father whose struggle never made a difference

'Cause now you're not even in our midst

Even if I was told that you are then make me feel your slightest presence

'Cause our present was you

But maybe if you sinned a little bit

Today I wouldn't have the chance to say I'm missing you

Even the versus say if you're too good

You're gonna be taken away by the family and only missed by the hood so

I am burying you, like I buried these lyrics

Oh father look at your beloved child

I am burying myself, 'cause I know there is nothing that could be the same

And neither fine

(I said)

I am burying you, like I buried these lyrics

Oh father look at your beloved child

I am burying myself, 'cause I know there is nothing that could be the same

And neither fine

I was misunderstood by everything that I saw here

'Cause everyone only goes according to their mood

'Cause if you're looking at your mother's struggle and blaming your dad

For not being present and making it your hurdle

Then go and just f*ck yourself Daniel

You can't even do a thing to make something possible

You just toss to win but when you lose you fail

You fuckin' jailed hope, n' broke n' helpless then you fuckin' stay low (Huh)

But I should tell you that we're on the same road but another path

'Cause you never even gave yourself a pat on your back

Saying maybe this time you can do it

You lose it, whenever you think, you think so stupid

You try to man the f*ck up but act worse than a cupid

You can't get over it for what your bitch and every dude did

Plus you wanna be rich and get your family out of some mess

But if you're looking at your weakest then just surrender yourself so

I am burying you, like I buried these lyrics

Oh father look at your beloved child

I am burying myself, 'cause I know there is nothing that could be the same

And neither fine

(I said)

I am burying you, like I buried these lyrics

Oh father look at your beloved child

I am burying myself, 'cause I know there is nothing that could be the same

And neither fine