This City Is A Wasteland Just Like My Mind ft. Yungmane Lyrics

Looking at myself in the mirror

Look like shit and I guess this is real

I don't even know how I feel

Time going by but its I that feels killed

Terrible conditions for trust

I barely have hope

And its clear I'm off the drugs

Stuck in a wasteland

Stuck and I'm wasted

Whole bottle out

Obvious that I faced it

Panicking pacing in my room

Telling everyone I'm fine

Scheming to end it all soon

How could I care if the pain became way too much manage

Distress leaking out my eyes

Mind can't repress all the damage

Im waiting right beside you here

Im waiting for your love

And ill wait here even if it hurts

Ill wait until it doesn't

Same shit, different day

You feel so close

But far away

Weeks feel so much longer

But they seem to go faster these days

Everything seems rushed

Why do I feel so short on time?

You ran from feelings we both had

Wanted to love you til I die

What's the outcome kid

Pain is always fucking there

Sleeping beauty

In a gown lay a medical chair

Can't abort this clinic visit

Feel the lifeless of my stare

Maybe ima loser

Maybe I am a degenerate

Can't seem to keep a job

Or woman what the hells the point of this

Nothing, plus I cant think straight

I don't wanna be hear

You can see it in my face

Im waiting right beside you here

Im waiting for your love

And ill wait here even if it hurts

Ill wait until it doesn't