Love Scars Lyrics

I really want love but it's too hard

Gave everything in my last run

Said I was the type you ain't had yet

Remember the nights we used to have fun

Smoking our weed to watch the sunset

Holding each other while confess

Our past mistakes don't make us who we are

Took a different path but that just makes us who we are

Yea either you want to stay or you don't

I'm tired of playing all these games

Either with you or the people in room

Cause all of you assume that I am the worst

Now I feel consumed left here to hurt

But fuck it I ain't letting you win

But I'm feeling so grateful that all of it painful I don't want to fucken end

Wanna put all of this weight in my bag

Grinding for that shit that I never fucken had

Living so broke but I can't repeat the past

Life is a movie but I need a different cast

Feel like if life isn't you

I don't really want it cause of what we went through

Had a hard time accepting the truth

Never saw it coming especially from you

It's one in the morning sitting by my lonesome

Phone on one percent but know I had to write some

Don't know where I'm at in life it seems like I can't get out my head so I pipe down

Load the bong up on rainy days I feel light now

This hard work I'm putting don't feel like it

My bad karma should've gone since last year

When the violets bloomed last winter didn't last as long

It was hot on the block from night till morn

Still is but I'm never home I got the keys just the wrong ones to right door

I'm not of the norm didn't choose dorms I chose drugs

I chose thugs cause that's what Tupac was

Like DMX I'm just riding rough can't get enough can you hear a bluff

Ain't acting tough that's just how it be when you coming out the mud

I've lost my only love and all it did was make me numb

That's what you get for making dumb choices

Giving into the voices cause you're feeling voiceless

Feeling poison seeping through

Praying for somebody to help but only soldier through