15/13 Lyrics

The deeper you love the more it hurts

They usually say it's cuz your love is more than words

But I had the words for you and you shoved them down my throat

I said I love you

You said choke

The deeper you trust the more you learn

They usually say it's cuz trustworthy is hard earned

But you made the promises when you swore you'd never go

I said I need you

You said don't

Do you think it was easy

For me to love

When I've been through this nightmare before

And you knew I wouldn't do it if you called it what it was

Do you think it was easy

For me to trust

When I've been fighting hell for six years

And you broke down every promise and remade them in six months

Oh

The harder you fall the more it hurts

I like to think that's why my pain is beyond words

But I took the sabotage cuz I knew you'd never go

I said I'm sorry

You said no

So what do I make of all that stuff

You swore that through it all you'd always choose the love

But I trusted promises you swore you'd never break

How can I let go

If that was fake

Do you think it was righteous to break your vow

When you've been through that nightmare before

And you swore you'd never leave me even if I'd broken down

Do you think it was honest to say you'd try

Then leave me fighting hell for six weeks while

You rethought every promise without ever telling me

Abused with my love

Abused for my god

Do you think it wasn't "just" of me to wish you were sorry

Cuz it's not enough

To shatter my trust

And claim that my mistakes made the things you did okay

Where is the loyal man I knew

Shouldn't have sworn he'd be the break from solitude

Cuz I gave it all to him

And he didn't even choke

When I said I love you

He said

So