Am I Supposed To Care So Much Lyrics

I watched you fighting

I didn't love you, but it's beautiful

'Cause now I recognize your purpose was beyond me

Now I want you to know that the beauty I see

Is the rebellion you're not looking for an excuse for

I guess I must've died

Somewhere up in heaven

'Cause see, my heart turns cold

But I'm hot as fuck all over everywhere else

We'll find a way to make a way out of no way or fake it 'til it's finally over

Am I supposed to care so much

I didn't make the rules

I'm not even sure there's supposed to be any

I guess that's just how it goes when you grow up with

Michael Jordan, PJ Harvey, Dennis Rodman, Kurt Cobain… people like that

Well guess what?

Nike don't love you, MTV don't love you

They just tryin' to sell you something you can't afford

They'll make your depression look cool if they have to

Right, Ali? He said this

The whole thing's crumbling down and you just sit there

Trying to sell your chump ass on the same damn thing that got you sick in the first place

We never cross the line

Enough to win or die

'Cause they just keep moving it forward

One step ahead on us

We'll find a way to make a way out of no way or fake it 'til it's finally over

Y'all stop tryin' to be your idols

They're the ones that told you that

Start doin' what's now

And stop bullshittin' your fake romantic past

We'll find a way to make a way out of no way or fake it 'til it's finally over

Am I supposed to care so much

Am I supposed to care so much