JOSEPH Lyrics

For real

There's so much that I haven't said

But I'll say it now

Neglected truths that I have inside

That need living out

What would I do to protect the ones

That I care about?

My only son needs to see me

Be in my whereabouts

Ask for protection from ills

That's planning to seek me out

I'm

Asking for favor

Let go of shit I can't live without

I'm

Trying to move mountains that wouldn't budge

So I have to walk

I'm

Picking up pieces of me

I thought I forgot about

Who has the answers

For why things happen at certain times

May not deserve it

Confusion comes from my restless why's

Whoseever watching over me

Must work off

Godly time

Cuz I can't see the plan

But have to trust in they design

Giving trust

Accepting trust

Has to come from trust

Can't give my heart to anyone

Who don't believe in us

And ain't willing to try

I've given so much of my time

To someone who was never mine

But present only half the time

I need security

I need space to breathe

I have boundaries

I have a list of needs

I have a kid to feed

I have a family

I have goals and dreams

I have questions

That's unanswered

But

Maybe it's safe to let that be

Maybe

For real

Yeah

Now that I'm older and going by Joseph

I know how steady I grow

Have to stand all on my own

Pray, I'm not overexposed

To devilish woes

Signs that appear when I'm low

When I'm not warm anymore

Way's from my own fucking home

Cuz everybody has to leave they home

One day

For real

Seasons change

I'm not the same

Seasons change

I'm not the same

I'm growing up

From growing pains

I'm moving out

I'm doing things

I'm living life

I'm not ashamed

I'm not ashamed no more

Seasons changed

I'm moving on

I'm growing up

I'm doing things

Seasons change

I'm moving on

I'm moving out

I'm doing things

I'm growing out now

For real

For real

For real

For real

For real

For real