idk Lyrics

I don't know, it's like I'm a mixed ball of emotions, and even though I've been really consistent

sometimes I'll take a step back and look at the world, and I'm just like, damn

I'm not sure what I'm trying to say

Can't find the words to show how I feel

Some days it's bright and some days it rains

Emotions change like the weather do

I'm feeling high

I'm feeling low

When will it end?

Nobody knows

Hardly happy, always pissed

It's exhausting to exist in the world that we all know

(world that we all know)

Yeah, I'm tired of the bullshit pouring out of all these mouths

Yeah

Just tryna live my life without people tryna tear me down

Yeah

And I'm sick to my stomach with the bills that they're tryna to pass

Yeah

We've got kids getting shot, but they're worried about banning drag

(Okay, okay, okay)

The world's fucked up

Can't believe I used to be a suck up

Now I don't really care if you like me

It's okay if you think that I'm closed off

But I'm not, I'm just picky

Time is precious, so is energy

I give it to those that I love because they're real and I know I can trust them with my life

And though it doesn't change much

I can say little things that don't mean much

And on the hard days when I struggle

I count on them they'll be there on the double

Yeah, life's weird

Like a fast car you can't steer

No promises on a tomorrow it's better to live it without any fears, you know

I'm not sure what I'm trying to say

Can't find the words to show how I feel

Some days it's bright and some days it rains

Emotions change like the weather do

I'm feeling high

I'm feeling low

When will it end?

Nobody knows

Hardly happy, always pissed

It's exhausting to exist in the world that we all know

(world that we all know)

Maybe I'll get high

Maybe I'll get drunk

Maybe I'll go out

Go dancing at the club

Cause nothing really matters, does it

I feel like I don't matter, fuck it

Cause nothing really matters, does it

At the end of the day, life is too short and the world is too sad for you to be living it for anybody but yourself

And that's what I live by