Aftermath Lyrics

Aftermath - Lauren Spencer-Smith

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How did I become the toxic one?

I keep on trying to unlearn

The person I've become

Why did I ignore all of the signs?

You went from someone I admired

To someone I despise

Thought leaving you'd be easy

But what's good is never easy

And now I'm stuck in therapy

So I changed, everything that you hated

Hurt me, then convinced me I was wrong

Only kissed me when I had my makeup on

And I caved, instead of running, I waited

For you to carе enough to fix yourself

Ain't it ironic now it's me that needs thе help

So even when I'm fine I can't tell if I'm happy or I'm sad

'Cause no one ever talks about the aftermath

Guess it's normal when you're sad to speak your mind

They won't tell you that you're crazy

They might even say their sorry

I'm supposed to stay connected to my friends

I can have a fight, doesn't have to be the end

I knew you were the problem

Now I'm the one with problems

So I'm still stuck in therapy

So I changed, everything that you hated

Hurt me, then convinced me I was wrong

Only kissed me when I had my makeup on

And I caved, instead of running, I waited

For you to care enough to fix yourself

Ain't it ironic now it's me that needs the help

So even when I'm fine I can't tell if I'm happy or I'm sad

'Cause no one ever talks

Yeah, even when I'm fine I can't tell if I'm happy or I'm sad

'Cause no one ever talks about the aftermath