REAL ft. TKWC & Kaynine Da G.A.W.D. Lyrics

I got real niggas dyin' so I got real niggas cryin

I done seen so much shit it's like a leech in my mind

My heart turnin' to stone since a nigga been gone

They done sold my grandma house so ain't no place that I call home

I told my grandma I'ma make it even though I ain't finish school

I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back and enjoy the view

And I cannot pick and choose If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do

I seen some real niggas dyin' Momma cryin

Cause her baby boy done walked down that line

And I find it's kinda hard for us to keep on tryin

Tryin', maybe that's why her boy gave up the want to die

But it's easier to die than stay alive It's easier to rest

Enough from stress, how'd I get out that bind

And if I'm blessed, then Lord, please free my mind

And if I'm blessed, if I confess, can you turn back time

Make some mistakes and wanna get back to the way that I was

Cold hearted part, cold hearted part, can't say the way it was

Planned my momma down, been partin', get what he worth

If I don't generate the wealth, then how I'm gon' break the curse

If I don't find ways out of hell, then how I'm gon' ease the hurt

If I don't ease the hurt, then how I'm supposed to brush off this dirt

Been a long time from church, demon still on alert

The humans and the one that Satan sent to take me from her

And that's the word

I got some real niggas dyin' I got real niggas cryin

I done seen so much shit, it's like a leech in my mind

My heart turnin' stones since a nigga been gone

They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home

I told my grandma I'ma make it, even though I ain't finish school

I'ma put you in the house so you can sit back, enjoy the view

And I cannot pick and choose

And I'm givin' you my word, it's what I do

They ask me why I'm heartless

Cause these niggas wasn't there when I was starving

Tell a nigga couldn't eat, I want my portion

Say these days I won't make it out the apartments

Yeah, yeah

And it's a true story, lost soul

Don't ask me about my feelings, my feelings been gone

I swear to God, this shit has been a long road

Stayin' in on trailer parks, it get cold

It was days I couldn't eat cause I was tryna get that money

Make a promise to myself, turn nothin' into somethin

It really fucked me up when a nigga lost his cousin

You don't really know the way I feel

But I want you to know

With all this pain, there's no way I can heal

I swear that feeling is gone

I got real niggas dyin', so I got real niggas cryin

I done seen so much shit, it's like a leech in my mind

My heart turnin' to stone since a nigga been gone

They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home

I told my grandma I'ma make it, even though I ain't finish school

I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back, enjoy the view

And I cannot pick and choose

Yeah

If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do

Right

I think my soul and mind just needs a break

The only thing I seem to leave behind is yours to take

Yes, home is where you are, but only God will know my fate

They say what goes around will come around

It's takin' shape, it's full circle

But I don't wanna revert to

The old me, so young and naive

The one who plotted with the tricks and had them hidin' in sleeves

The one who dreams about the sports and degrees

But the only thing he knows is the hood, the drugs

And probably birds and the bees

In a city of love, the pain will linger

Releasing the doves, constant congregation

Delivering hugs, nobody givin' a fuck

Standing on the block, they releasing the slug

It only takes a shot to release all the blood

One shot, it's all it takes to bring a family pain

It's one shot, it's all it takes to make a nigga insane

It's one shot, a cloudy judgment in the simplest brain

Let me tell my story, turnin' the page to let you know that

I got real niggas dyin', so I got real niggas cryin

I done seen so much shit, it's like a

Leech in my mind, my heart turnin' to stone

Since a nigga been gone

They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home

I told my grandma I'ma make it

Even though I ain't finish school

I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back and enjoy the view

And I cannot pick and choose

If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do

Yeah, yeah