Poem ft. Geez Lyrics

When I think it's like 50 alcoholics all trying to talk at the straight time

And when I speak it's like 50 alcoholics all trying to walk in a straight line

But I never found it my fancy to take those pills I was prescribed

And now I search and search for something that will chill me inside

Then I found people with pills that promised sublime

The bottle didn't say my name but if I bought 'em they were mine

And I took like one, two, three, four many of 'em and I can't remember last night

And now I'm panicking, tryna scrape together pennies and dimes

Tears coming out of eyes

And rolling down cheek sides

Looking for that peep high

Sure it ain't a cheap high

It's become more of a need high

Gee I

Wonder if my mom could ever look at me the same

Laying in the bed barely breathing while the 911 dial rang

I wake up the next day in a hospital bed surrounded by family and friends all about to say the same thing

That I don't need those pills to stay sane

That if I come to terms and learn from my demons I'll experience a new change

Not looking for loose change

Just to pay for something that will never let me be the same

And I stand here today

And I look myself in the face if it means I hear what I say

That I don't need those pills to operate

Cause it ain't from those pills that my soul was saved