SELF CONTROL Lyrics

My brain gone frozen I hesitate

For only the moment to slip away

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel this way

Wanna break out these chains one day

I don't wanna feel

Don't know how to feel

Don't tell me how to feel

I'm tryna stay calm

It's all in my head now

I'm hanging by a thread

The walls they cave on me

There ain't no other way now

'Cause it's mine to let go

Of this pain that I hold

Through the fire here's to holding on

I will climb to get better

Through the waves of depression

It won't hold me anymore

Oh with a little bit of effort and time

Imma open my mind and my eyes

I just wanna press play not rewind

Yeah I know I will make it

Oh with a little bit of effort and time

Imma open my mind and my eyes

I just wanna press play not rewind

Yeah I know I will make it

Now I'm outta sight been outta mind

Haven't been around

Pull back the blinds

I apologize for my lack of sound

'Cause I'm fallin' deeper and deeper when I'm alone

Fallin' on my knees, can't defeat me

I got more fight in my soul

I'm tired of takin' a step back

Wherever I go

To whatever it is I'm running

Thinking out loud

Findin' out that I'm worth it

All the time I deserted

I'm seein' it now

'Cause it's mine to let go

Of this pain that I hold

Through the fire here's to holding on

I will climb to get better

Through the waves of depression

It won't hold me anymore

Oh with a little bit of effort and time

Imma open my mind and my eyes

I just wanna press play not rewind

Yeah I know I will make it

Oh with a little bit of effort and time

Imma open my mind and my eyes

I just wanna press play not rewind

Yeah I know I will make it

Oh with a little bit of effort and time

Imma open my mind and my eyes

I just wanna press play not rewind

Yeah I know I will make it