No Option Lyrics

Hurtin', I was buggin', tryna push it all down

Runnin' from the pain, so I be smokin' this loud

Outta touch with the world, got to lost in these clouds

Tryna touch down, but my feet don't reach the ground

I've been runnin', but I'm runnin' outta options

Smokin' dope, fadin' in and outta conscious

From prescriptions, I'm poppin

Demons chasin' me, but I'm not hidin

Got to lost, that's the reason they can't find him

I was haunted, cuttin' corners, thought I was right

Till everybody left, now no one's in sight

I lost my dog, but that's what happens when you bite their hand that feeds ya

Thought I'd need him, but I was who they needed

Now I'm livin' right and they're all mad

Which is sad, cause they loved me more when I was down bad

Got me chokin' up, cause now that I'm not broken, they don't come around

Was hopin' for this moment, now I got it and no one's around

So I stay focused, wheels in motion, they can watch me now

Motives clear, no bad intentions, want my family proud

Cause I ain't happy and they notice it

Speedin' through life, I need to slowdown

Before I total this and it's over with

When I look in the mirror, I don't know who I see

Not familiar with the person lookin' back at me

Reflectin' back, who am I supposed to be

Cause I don't know this person that I'm lookin' at, but he knows me

Hurtin', I was buggin', tryna push it all down

Runnin' from the pain, so I be smokin', it's loud

Outta touch with the world, got to lost in these clouds

Tryna touch down, but my feet don't reach the ground

I been runnin', but I'm runnin' outta options

Smokin' dope, fadin' in and outta conscious

From prescriptions, I'm poppin

Demons chasin' me, but I'm not hidin

Got to lost, that's the reason they can't find him

I was searchin', tryna find a way

Couldn't find my place, said my time was comin

Just not today, shadows lurkin', it's okay

I like the shade, cause I'm too hot

You can't put out the flame inside my heart

It's so dark from all the pain

My life 360, I had to change before I saw a grave

It's no debate, too great to let it go to waste

I'ma make it out the gate, trace my steps so I know

I'll win the race, I believe in fate

Made it to the garden, look around

There's so many snakes, but they can't

Hold the boulder on my shoulder, they can't take the weight

It takes a soldier not to falter and crumble

Life is full of hurdles, you bound to stumble

Don't trip, enjoy the ride before it's over with

When I look in the mirror, I don't know who I see

Not familiar with the person lookin' back at me

Reflectin' back, who am I supposed to be

Cause I don't know this person that I'm lookin' at, but he knows me