If I'm Not The Last One To Love You Lyrics

Honestly, who's to say

How long I have you?

Who's to know when or where

Or if the tide is even gonna turn?

Not me

I could spend all my time

Dying to know it

Trying every trick I know

And screaming to myself

"Don't let it burn."

Or I could take my hands off the wheel

And know if I'm not driving

I'll get somewhere still

I'd rather wave my hands out the window

If I'm not the last one to love you

I wanna love you well

Just how it should be

Not the way I decided

Is better myself

If I'm not the last one to hold you

I wanna hold you good

If I am to become just a memory

I wanna be one of someone

Who loved you like they should

If you have any clue

How to approach it

How to know when or where

Or if it's time to throw it to the wind

Let me know

'Cause the ground that I stand on

Is so brittle

Oh how badly I just wanna fix it

I can barely hold it in

So might need your help for this part

Would you keep me grounded

And close to your heart?

Show me how not to get dizzy

If I'm not the last one to love you

I wanna love you well

Just how it should be

Not the way I decided

Is better myself

If I'm not the last one to hold you

I wanna hold you good

If I am to become just a memory

I wanna be one of someone

Who loved you like they should

I wasn't the last one to love you

I hope I loved you well

How it should've been

Not the way I decided

Is better myself

I wasn't the last one to hold you

I hope I held you good

On my way to becoming a memory

I hope I've been one of someone

Who loved you like they should