Leaving Lyrics

I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving

Not leaving you, you're leaving me, leaving everything we could be

'Cause we slipped and fell, like a damn trapeze

Now I'm in the rain just begging please

Please don't pack up your life and leave

Please tell me you still believe

Please don't make me say by Grace

God damn look at those tears on her face

But when I see her eyes I see you, all this time I was see through

All this time I never knew, that love was lost, my heart beats true

Can't be just another broken home, ending up like my father,

Swear you're stuck in monochrome, when you look at me and our daughter

But the life we live we ain't just black and white, been to hell and back lived a crazy life

I got blood, sweat, tears and I'm facing fears, so in the end girl it'll be alright

I fucked it up, I blew it all, but screw it all, deserve one more night

I'll take the heat, I'll talk the blame, I'll take everything on my goddam name

But like the rapper, give me one last chance

And Like MJ give me one last dance

I'll make the right moves, I'll execute plans

I'll pay my dues, girl with no advance

I'm screaming out, I'm screaming loud

Just wanna make you fucking proud

Just wanna take my wrongs make em right cause I know we can make it, we can work it out

I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving

You, you, you, I'm the one leaving

Had a few, few too many, guess I am like my father

Tryna drown this trauma out, just had me sinking farther

Ethanol up in my blood, in my blood like platelets

One drop turned to a flood, browning out my hatred

'Cause every damn night I'm at the well just trying to escape this living hell

But you can't say shit, you so flagrant, you save face, know it all too well

You no angel case, you can't hide in space, you get high like my BAC

Should hook you up to a damn IV, cause I swear one day that you're gonna OD

But look at us, we're users now, we built a house then burnt it down

Let's straighten up, make our daughter proud

Gotta lift her up, only time is now

I don't really know if god is real, but I'm looking up now, just wanna say thanks

He's giving us one last shot we gotta take

Gotta go and give it all, gotta go and save Grace

I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving