Sabotage Lyrics

Seven years old passing by

Colorful curtains and

I just don't know

How to love you anymore

Falling asleep in hospital waiting rooms

And all I can hear is the hum

Of the vending machine

And the sound of your breathing

And I'm sorry because

I've never hurt anyone

As much as I've hurt you

And I'm sorry because

I'd never treat anyone else

The way that I treat you

You're my best friend and my archenemy

A stranger and the closest person to me

All you want is to be happy

Why can't I just let you be?

And all those times

I tried my best

But it wasn't good enough

And I blame you because

It's your fault, isn't it?

And I just wanna start my life over again

Where I don't make mistakes

I don't know how to live with

And I don't wanna end up alone

Because I know that means

I'll have to be alone with you

And I'm sorry because

I've never hurt anyone

As much as I've hurt you

And I'm sorry because

I'd never treat anyone else

The way that I treat you

You're my best friend and my archenemy

A stranger and the closest person to me

All you want is to be happy

Why can't I just let you be?

Maybe she doesn't deserve to be alive

But maybe it doesn't matter

Because she is

And God still wants her

Gave His only begotten son's life

So she could have hers

So she should want hers

But I know the reason why

She has so much guilt is because

She's a survivor

Oh

I'm a survivor

Sabotage, self-sabotage

Looking in the mirror

All I see is a mirage

Sabotage, self-sabotage

Looking in the mirror

Just wishing I could stop

Saying, "This is..."

Saying, "This is where it stops"