My Old Ways Lyrics

I'm breaking down

I need some help (yeah)

Standing here alone

Fractured heart in my hands

I'm done with trust

I'm done with love

I need to take some time

to get control of my mind

The more I care

The more I push away

Can't help but think

I'm not enough for you to stay

Fear of betrayal

Is driving me insane

It's just a side effect

Of being stuck in my old ways

Reminisce on the memories

Coming to terms with my disease

Diving down, deeper and deeper

Messages getting clearer and clearer

Played the victim all my life

Never tried to make things right

Not how it's supposed to be

Blind to the things that were wrong with me

The more I care

The more I push away

Can't help but think

I'm not enough for you to stay

Fear of betrayal

Is driving me insane

It's just a side effect

Of being stuck in my old ways

You were my salvation

Now you're my demise

I wear this pain like a crown of thorns

Set me up to crucify

Where can I call home?

The more I care

The more I push away

Can't help but think

I'm not enough for you to stay

Fear of betrayal

Is driving me insane

It's just a side effect

Of being stuck in my old ways