Traumatized Lyrics

Okay, let's cook it

Every time I tell myself that I'll never quit

But I see myself going down step at a time

I remember saying just one step at a time

But I'm falling from the glory that I cannot reach

Music was a medicine I used to heal myself

Now I'm addicted to this medicine, it's killing me

It used to heal depression, but now that I write depression

What's the use of medicine if it can kill you too

Someone left me in a time where I needed her

So every beat that I hear, damn I think of her

To every song that I write, end up writing her

So I scrapped the paper I was writing to throw it far

This is my life, it's ruined and I'm feeling hurt

Every studio session that I'm taking getting worse

Nothing else is a topic cause I'm talking her

Nothing else is a topic cause I'm talking her

Let me tell you a story

Yeah, this is a story of a saint

Turning to her feind, no more knocks knock down

No more talks smack-down, grab a chalk write down

Like a hawk watch out, like a mirror I'm reflecting

How you look at me down, put you in place I'm down

Like a villain with a fans, everybody can relate

I'm a villain with a fans that nobody hates, nobody hates

Fuck what you think, ain't a prisoner for nobody

I see the mirror, the reflection, show me somebody

You standing in the shadow while inspecting my reflection

While I'm aiming for prospection, I'm reflecting while I'm flexing

So many bars in my collection, I'm alone with no connection

I am showing the correction, while I'm aiming my direction

So maybe I'm perfection, aiming resurrection

Everything was once impossible until they proven possible

So don't you dare stare my eyes and tell me it's impossible

You left me traumatized, now I gotta conciontize

Rain of blessings where are you, cause I need you now

My world is sunny, this reflection gonna blind me now

This world is full of fishes, one fish can never break your heart

But truly speaking that fish was all that I ever loved

Now I'm in the boat, I'm avoiding relationships

I threw my fish in hook, I don't wanna fish no more

Tell me why loneliness can never traumatize

I need to be alone and I gotta conciontize

Say I'm okay but my eyes tell a different story

Walking like I'm carrying on my shoulder heavy lorry

You see me in the glory, it's a very different story

Some things that can give you love, can make you hate em

The fire warms the body but can also make you choke

Everything comes with a price, nothing is for free