Fear of Dieing Lyrics

Blame it on the fear of dying

That's why I act this way

I'm trapped inside my own mind and

I cannot escape

I try to keep a smile

But god damn that shit be fake

I don't wanna fucking die

But I don't feel like I'm alive

Damn, I just wanna feel alright

I'm so tired of feeling empty

So I pour another glass

Of that sweet god damn whiskey

Yeah, I pour another glass cause I think I'm relapsing

I'm drunk everyday from the bad shit that happened

I'm stuck inside my head

And I'm staring down this bottle

I'm just tryna drown my sorrows

Cause I'm stuck living in the past

I'm missing all the friends I had I wish I could have them back

I'm thankful for the times we had

I'm thankful for the times we laughed

I look to the sky and I ask

Why life gotta go in a flash

Cause god I'm scared to move on yeah

I don't wanna let them go

They made me who I am

Why do I gotta be so strong

Sometimes I don't even know

who the fuck I really am

I'm just tryna do my best

I'ma give it all I can

Blame it on the fear of dying

That's why I act this way

I'm trapped inside my own mind and

I cannot escape

I try to keep a smile

But god damn that shit be fake

I don't wanna fucking die

But I don't feel like I'm alive

I don't wanna fucking die

But I don't feel like I'm alive But I don't feel like I'm alive

Blame it on the fear of dying

That's why I act this way

I'm trapped inside my own mind and

I cannot escape

I try to keep a smile

But god damn that shit be fake

I don't wanna fucking die

But I don't feel like I'm alive

I just wanna feel alright

I'm so tired of feeling empty

So I pour another glass

Of that sweet goddamn whiskey

I'm drunk everyday cause the way I feel

Yeah life without you just doesn't seem real

I need to change my life cause I know it kills

Sometimes I don't care if it really do

Sometimes I don't care if I really go

I don't wanna feel nothing Life's brought me so much pain

I've thought about it too many times

Yeah I've contemplated suicide

I tried to kill myself but I rised

Yeah I'm like a fucking phoenix

Don't let my family hear this

Cause I'm supposed to be strong

Yeah I gotta be the one to hold on

Yeah They don't need to know what I've been through

They only need to know who I've become

Yeah, they only need to know I'm someone

Yeah, they only need to know I'm someone

Blame it on the fear of dying

That's why I act this way

I'm trapped inside my own mind and

I cannot escape

I try to keep a smile

But god damn that shit be fake

I don't wanna fucking die

But I don't feel like I'm alive