10 Days Lyrics

10 days of hiding

9 times of fake smiling

8 thoughts of confessing but holding it back then

7 nights of sleeping next to him and keeping him guessing

6,4,3 hours 'till I'm cracking

2 voices find me displacing

And one thought

Tell him

Back to reality

Start to act like nothing's ever happened to me

Leave the train

Need to focus again

Try to put this back into the back of my mind

Drug myself

To get lost somewhere

Walking with darkness

Right next to my fear

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I play my game

I'm waiting for

The bomb to explode

I got it in my hands

Do I tell him today?

No I'll tell him tomorrow

Disguising myself right infront of his friends

I'm breathing casually

While strolling through the city

Until I'm reflecting

My insecurity

Upon you

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