SADDERDAY ft. A Broke Ass White Boy Lyrics

Yeah

Above my head is a

Black cloud; overcast, wit' a chance of rain

Wonder swarmed wit' thunderstorms; I was handed pain

Damaged brain, so a loner; given coldest shoulders

Tryna survive in a young world, growin' older

I think I used to be happier, but I can't remember

Now, I'm askin' ya for more, when you hand me liquor

Miss me with the phone calls; I ain't pickin' up

I'm busy twistin' up

I'm feelin' sad

I'm feelin' bad

Thought I was healin'; I'm peelin' the scab

Now, bleedin' again

Seekin' revenge

Can't see the beginnin', so schemin' to end

Dream of the fin

Peace to my friends

Love to my mother; at ease, to my kin

Sisters, my brothers, my cousins, I'm sorry to all them; like autumn 'cause leavin' a win

Off of the tree

Into the dirt

Grin in the hearse

Sittin' in church

Preacher wit' sermon and spittin' a verse

Rid me of sin and get rid of the hurt

I done

Lost my mind, wonderin' where did the time go

What you think I got this 9 fo'? Bang

It's the end of the weak

Lately, I been fendin' for peace

It got me wishin' I was never conceived

Mentally free

Dealin' wit' the pressure to be

It got me stressin'; hold my head in defeat

'Cause life is messin' wit' me

Yeah

Life is messin' wit' me

Yeah

It's the end of the weak

Lately, I been fendin' for peace

It got me thinkin' I'll be better deceased

I'm so ugly

My soul's hungry

Nobody know me

Or love me

But they judge me 'cause I don't get money

They down me

No one even really cares about me

The world is a better place without me, so I'm outtie

I'm cynical, I do not fit into, different dude, indigo seed

Wish I wasn't me

Pitiful; I'm so forgettable, minuscule, little ol' me

Itchin' fo' peace

Get low and believe that this globe is so green; it's like Namek

And only way thinkin' gon' cease, if the .38 special; I'm hit wit' the cannon like Piccolo beam; sheesh

They say life about trials and tribbies

Why try, if it's iffy?

Why lie like it's pretty?

Voila like epiphany hit me

My mistakes weigh so heavy on me, none of my triumphs uplift me

I'm just existing

Sittin' in doubt

Thinkin' about

How I feel like I'm just stuck in submission by Ricky, The Flair, while everyone figured it out

I'm messagin' Jesus

Pray when I send, that it reaches

All while the sedative seep

I'm headed to sleep

My strength is depleted

Sadderday; end of the weak; peace

It's the end of the weak

Lately, I been fendin' for peace

It got me wishin' I was never conceived

Mentally free

Dealin' wit' the pressure to be

It got me stressin'; hold my head in defeat

'Cause life is messin' wit' me

Yeah

Life is messin' wit' me

Yeah

It's the end of the weak

Lately, I been fendin' for peace

It got me thinkin' I'll be better deceased