Fauna Lyrics

Falling asleep in the panic

I insist to endure despite knowing better than

To put so much weight on what's designed to fail

What was I thinking?

A self-destruct in the blueprint

You should read the fine print before agreeing to anything

Let me know

Are you thinking what I am?

So scared I'm repeating the same mistakes that I have

Made before

Detail over and over what was said in the moment

To no one

To determine nothing

I know how this goes

It's something I'm cool with until I ruin it

And we both know how this ends

Persist to pretend until it explodes

Pen another metaphor for drowning

Subsist on half empty

A pessimist mentality

I built this up in my head

As if I could change what's already been said

I was shaking like I used to

Feeling anxious like I used to

Topple into the lake beside the curb

Reticent refuse to see the light in a sunshower

Reconcile what I said with how I said it

For nothing

To benefit no one

I know how this goes

It's something I'm cool with until I ruin it

And we both know how this ends

Persist to pretend until it explodes

I know how this goes

It's something I'm cool with until I ruin it

And we both know how this ends

Persist to pretend until it explodes

Until it explodes

Until it explodes

Take some time to think about how long this might last

I idealize again

I will drive to the cliff edge

Ignore all the signs

All the chances to turn back

I am dead set on plummeting despite the consequences

Champ at the bit

Coddling bad habits

A tourniquet for cutting off my limbs in your absence

Read my lips because I won't say it aloud

I put my happiness on others and wait for them to let me down