- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
Fuck waitin' for your fate, what you waitin' for
You can't even name it, what you're chasing is a metaphor
You have to make it yourself, you have to manifest health
Why are you praying to god? If you're in a living hell
Wake up in the morning, and it's already bad
Can't do shit about besides simply relax
Think about the things I drove away that I had
All because they hated me for the way I act
All the time I wasted in my head
Dwelling on what is behind me, worrying bout what's ahead
Like I said, It's easier just to dread, Its hard as fuck
To take action when it feels like nothings left, I'm upset
You can't know what it feels like
Boulder on your arm, gotta cut it off
Another girl sent as a test, gotta cut her off
People in my family suck, gotta cut em' off
Clear as day
I open up
You sold me short
I fall apart
Clear as day
I open up
You sold me short
I fall apart
And I wish people knew when they saw me, what's on me
The weight of this make me a zombie
So tell me, what's in it for you just to judge
There's a hole in your heart, and It's filled with mud
You can't know what it feels like
Boulder on your arm, gotta cut it off
Another girl sent as a test, gotta cut her off
People in my family suck, gotta cut em' off