Pedestal Lyrics

Forgiveness is the first step you have to take to begin healing

But I didn't forgive him I'll never forgive him

But I am ready to forgive you

I wanted us to grow so bad that I down put you in the dirt

Threw me down to earth when I put you on that pedestal

I wanted to be oh so numb so you got hurt

I didn't put you first when I rose up from the earth

When you put me on that pedestal

I never knew I let you down I let you

I've lived so long so selfish I know my faults unfold

I left you broke and helpless I got myself anew

My soul is so much more than this my heart has so much soul

Our love is so much more than this I should have let you know

I've lived so long so helpless abuse the green to cope

I know you truly felt this you and your alcohol

Our home was always toxic I know you felt alone

Loving was what you wanted yet you felt alone

Cold

Where was I?

Where was I?

When it got

Cold

Where was I?

Where was I?

I wanted us to grow so bad that I down put you in the dirt

Threw me down to earth when I put you on that pedestal

I wanted to be oh so numb so you got hurt

I didn't put you first when I rose up from the earth

When you put me on that pedestal

I never knew I let you down I let you

I never knew I let you I let you I let you down