If I Disaappear Lyrics

Some days I want to give it up

It's hard to care when you don't know who to trust

Shady people always looking for a cut

But when you don't have much they switching up

Quick to smear my name

Damn shame but I know I'll persevere through pain

Going insane but no one is aware until the moment they notice I disappear, So what I'm saying is

I hate to put this in a song but

Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'd be wrong if I said nobody

But at the same time I feel that nobody gives a damn

So why should I care, I don't think a soul would notice the moment I disappear

To die alone used to be my only fear, Somehow I live alone no matter who is near

But im feeling like the world will betray me, But lately it doesn't phase me

I may be losing my drive from people driving me crazy

Better than me losing my mind, From knowing this world is shady

Feeling like I'm lost in a time where there nothing for me so maybe I need to disappear

Vanish from this world that doesn't care

Doesn't matter if Don Dada becomes a multimillionaire

Cause some unaware of where I've been, In order to end up only here

Second guessing myself and the path I chose for my career

Yea I know I shouldn't stress, Some would say I'm truly blessed

But I've never gotten rest from the struggle and my guess is I'm hallucinating

Thinking maybe I clear the mess in my mind before I wind up stuck with some sort of depression again

Say what's the lesson given, Living in the moment knowing that I'm growing distant

Is it love that I'm missing, Affectionately driven

When this world is out for self, Hard to tell who really isn't, But

Some days I want to give it up

It's hard to care when you don't know who to trust

Shady people always looking for a cut

But when you don't have much they switching up

Quick to smear my name

Damn shame but I know I'll persevere through pain

Going insane but no one is aware until the moment they notice I disappear, So what I'm saying is

I hate to put this in a song but

Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'd be wrong if I said nobody

But at the same time I feel that nobody gives a damn

So why should I care, I don't think a soul would notice the moment I disappear

To die alone used to be my only fear, Somehow I live alone no matter who is near

But im feeling like the world will betray me, But lately it doesn't phase me

I may be losing my drive from people driving me crazy

Better than me losing my mind, From knowing this world is shady

Feeling like I'm lost in a time where there nothing for me so maybe I need to disappear

Vanish from this world that doesn't care

Doesn't matter if Don Dada becomes a multimillionaire

Cause some unaware of where I've been, In order to end up only here

Second guessing myself and the path I chose for my career, Yea

I hate to put this in a song but

Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'd be wrong if I said nobody