Delusional Lyrics

Flashing lights

Name bright

Sold out tours, everything as usual

Six cars

Big mansion and the garden out front, looking beautiful

Aye, this shit is taking way too long

Starting to think, am I delusional

Am I delusional

I'm in a stu' everyday

Cause I know one day, I'ma finally have my way

Can't nine to five, cause I'm missing all this time

But I look inside my wallet and I'm missing all the pay

God damn, aye

Tryna fly my shawty out the country

Google Paris flights, all these prices humble me

Wait till I'm on, girl, that's a promise

It's gon' happen, I don't know when, I'm just being honest

Woah

Woah

These bills been aggin' my nerves and daily be hitting my line

Been at it for years, is it the right move? Lord, give me a sign

I'm way too obsessed

24 hours the only thing on my mind

I see my future, got the vision, but starting to feel like I'm blind

Flashing lights

Name bright

Sold out tours, everything as usual

Six cars

Big mansion and the garden out front, looking beautiful

Aye, this shit is taking way too long

Starting to think, am I delusional

Am I delusional

Aye

Can't be walking lil' baby

You want the Range

Or you want the Mercedes

Buy out the lot, I'm not with monthly payments

Manifestations got me feeling crazy

Tryna trust the process

But wake up another day I see no progress

Am I losing it

I'm feeling delusional

While I'm in the crib with this dumb nigga I can't fuck with

Swear I been tryna come up quick

It's a dub for that bonding on some father and some son shit

I don't even feel like I'm your son, shit

Unnecessary battles on the daily

But never looking for someone to save me

Cause when I needed help, niggas tried to play me

So lately, all I say is fuck you, pay me

Got some people in my face tryna blur up every vision

Talking bout I need a job, can't make it as a musician

Where we from, niggas dying everyday or put in prison

If this for you, you should've made it

Gotta try something different

Like I don't feel that shit

Almost 29 and still don't got no Stillmatic, but still at it

And P.S. fuck your two cents

I ain't Sean Carter, but I got the blueprint, nigga

Ain't Sean Carter, but I got the blueprint

Yeah

Uh

Okay

I got the world up in my hand and I never lose grip

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Love myself so much, looked in the mirror and I came

Feel like Kanye without the money and the fame

She don't share my song, I disappear, David Blaine

I can't fuck with chicks that wanna use you cause you got a name

I been running the game so long, think that my feet hurt

Think I need any opinion, go do your research

Do not need any assistance or a feature

Shit, I probably got more heat than a damn heater

I stay solo cause niggas be faker than some pleather huh

If we homies, tryna keep this thing together huh

Secret competition, tryna be the better one

Leave them crabs up in the barrel, I still level up

Couple close friends, keep my enemies closer (woah)

Had to give away the Henny, I was on it like it's dope

Had to put the edibles down, had me moving slow

Like I'm David Beckham, I been trying to knock down all these..

Never move off my emotion

Never believe word of mouth

If I numbered every fuck nigga, I'd be losing count