Ode to Myself Lyrics

It's not easy being so far away

That I can't even hear what you say

And I know it shouldn't matter

But I can't help what I do

And neither can you

I'm tired of doing too much

And never being enough

To say how I feel

And if it's real

And if these words you say

Mean anything at all

These words are ink on a page

Together like clouds and rain

That doesn't go away

Until you're drowning

And can't swim

From the weight

I'm tired of doing too much

And never being enough

To say how I feel

And if it's real

And if these words you say

Mean anything at all

I wish I'd write a different song

I wish I wasn't always alone

I wish I'd leave it all behind

And face you

Before these thoughts subside

And as I walk away

Do you wish I stayed

Stayed alone, with you

And just said the truth

You're everything to me

And I need you to know

If it was you and me

I'd never be alone

I'm tired of doing too much

And never being enough

To say how I feel

And if it's real

But I know these words you say

Don't mean anything at all

And I don't care anymore

I'll live my life, you'll live yours

And, even though, you mean

So much to me

I'd rather see you be happy