Sandpaper Lyrics

Ughh! Okay hold on

Can't wait to get high tonight

Forget that I am dying

Try on every shape and size my body's been

Since I was born

Drawing a map back to when

The lack that I've decided

Means more than what I've provided

My whole life started the impostor syndrome

Getting too coarse in my veins, sandpaper

I don't wanna lose anything, yet I'm wavering

Can't you see the parts of me I'm leaving behind

Just to fit a mold that I know isn't mine

And I don't wanna be on my deathbed crying out

Come back, I need you

I think I am dying

(I think I am dying)

I think I am dying

(I am dying)

I think I'm gonna lose my sunglasses this weekend

Take away the lens, maybe then I can feel again

I've heard it's all about distracting the mind

So I'm watching movies well into the night

Is it morning already? I didn't notice

Drag myself from sleep

Make a promise that's broken

Before I leave my house

Already bummed out the day

Hard to keep my eyes on their road anyway

When it's coarse in my veins, sandpaper

I don't wanna lose anything, yet I'm wavering

Can't you see the parts of me I'm leaving behind

Just to fit a mold that I know isn't mine

And I don't wanna be on my deathbed crying out

Come back, I need you

I think I am dying

(I think I am dying)

I think I am dying

(I am dying)

And I wouldn't be asking if I didn't see it serious

XM radio playing the songs

That we curated all our lives

I won't force you into something you hate

But once we were good

And I swear we'll be great

I'll do better! I promise listen please

I'm folded at the hands

Bending at the knees

Bees baby buzz through my mind

Pull the carpet out from under me

And I will fall

For you!

Don't leave me in the dust

I know I can be better than I was

I can be better than I was

For you!

Don't leave me in the dust

I know I can be better than I was

I can be better than I was

For you!

Don't leave me in the dust

I know I can be better than I was

I can be better than I was

For you!

Don't leave me in the dust

I know I can be better than I was

I can be better than I was

Memories course through my veins, writing papers

I know that I lost you as the only thing I cared about

Can't you see ? You're the part of me that I left behind

Just to fit a mold that I know isn't mine

And I don't wanna be on my deathbed crying out

Come back, I need you

I'm dying

Oh I know I am dying