Phases ft. Mista Lyrics

Every day I tell myself that everything gon' be alright

Every night I'm in my bed, I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases

Every day I tell myself that everything gon' be alright

Every night I'm in my bed, I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases

My heart's fragile just like some glass, feel like a see-through

There's just me, myself, and I, there ain't no me and you

My niggas be on go, like they names was Diego

Yeah, the whole gang, gotta eat that chicken alfredo

Every day feelin' like a battle, fighting just to breathe

All this weight sittin' on my chest, it's suffocating me

I'm losing my mind or sum, All I hear is silent screams

Yeah I'm trapped in a loop or sum, I have a shattered of dreams

Sinking in the depths of despair, I'm drowning in my sorrow

My heart achin' in pain, I wonder will I see tomorrow

Fighting demons everyday, warzone inside my mind

It's darker everyday, internal peace I'll never find

But it's alright, cause now is my time

Even on the darkest days, trust me I'll shine

I don't think that there's a medicine to cure this pain

My whole life feels like an endless rain

Every time they ask what's wrong, I tell them that I'm A-OK

I'm just a broken soul, hiding behind a masquerade

Too much weight upon my shoulders, and it won't go away

I'm still tryna find myself, I'm lost and I'm afraid

Everyday I tell myself that everything gon' be alright

Every night I'm in my bed, I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases

Everyday I tell myself that everything gon' be alright

Every night I'm in my bed, I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases

Shoutout my brother, my mama, my lover

I love them to no end, they help through my problems

These drugs got me shackled, these drugs got me smothered

They help me through pain and they hold all my solemn

In the end I hope that everything gon' be alright

If lord gon' take me then I hope he take me in the night

Leaving the past and I'm seeing new faces

My favorite ones blue and then can't nun take em'from me

How you lying, get mad then put blame all on me

You be stretching the truth, you be hyperbole

I get mad and you say that it's fake, no believe

In the end I still love you but what will it take

What do I say? How do I reach out with no turn away

How can I keep feelings that's turning gray

Guess that I'm never gon' find out, I hope that you stay

Every day I tell myself that everything gon' be alright

Every night I'm in my bed I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases

Every day I tell myself that everything gon be alright

Every night I'm in my bed I'm contemplating bout my life

Steady messin' with my head, I got my mind in different places

Sometimes all I see is red, I keep on going through these phases