End of My World Lyrics

Talking to air 'cause I'm bored

Speaking to lent and books on the floor

Hoping that nobody hears

No one but me and my bedroom mirror

I know my door isn't thin

If you were to ask how would I begin

To tell you what's going through me

Flowing currents electricity

Whiskey and beer all night

Mixing my liquor to get in a fight

Trying on personas new

Last time we spoke who was talking to you

And Kerouac died from the booze

Trying to be characters that he accrued

And wonder if I am the same

Drunk smoking cigars on a TV stage

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

Can you hear me Ed

I was arrested two weeks ago

And the arresting policeman said I'm arresting you for decay

My plants are starting to die

Turning brown and rotten inside

Their roots are twisted in pain

I feel in my mind, know it in my brain

That I can't save them if I try

I've lost friends and those ones have died

Nothing can make me feel good

Maybe I'll just keep being misunderstood

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

You look good, your smile is fine

And you've wasted your money on cheap kinds of wine

That you use to impress all the people you see

Trying to be cool, trying to be something

And your affirmations, "they work," that's what you think

And your zodiac sign has got you over the sink

You're puking and holding on for dear life

I know this, I've felt this, I've gone through this fight

Driving eighty through the side streets

To hit a tree or a child

That uncanny scary feeling

Seeing your reflection, catching a smile

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

It's the end of my world

My world, my world is gone