inspiration Lyrics

I'm trying time after time trying to find my words

But it's the fact that I can't is the real shit that hurts

But when I do you know it's always gone be down to earth

It'll take some time for me to finally know my worth

My last album took months but didn't see the numbers

Maybe on the surface, but you don't see what's under

I spent some time on that shit it's hard to count the digits

It's hard to take inspiration when all around is privilege

I haven't seen enough to detail all my life's stories

I haven't had enough time to see the fame and glory

In my mind the sun is out but the rain is pouring

But no matter what I still wake up the next morning

I sat down with myself a couple times today

Thinking about my future trying to find the right way

I keep my business to myself and out of the public gaze

Cause everybody chastising tryna count my days

To this day I stay my biggest fan yet biggest critic

I'm the only one who can truly fucking listen

One thing I know is I always tell the fucking truth

That applies to me, you, and in the fucking booth

I came to hunt other rappers now they scared to die

But I wouldn't be, these pussies still got 9 lives

But me I'm a dog, and so I got one

And Ima stay on the grind until my feet are numb

I'm trying time after time trying to find my words

But it's the fact that I can't is the real shit that hurts

But when I do you know it's always gone be down to earth

It'll take some time for me to finally know my worth

My last album took months but didn't see the numbers

Maybe on the surface, but you don't see what's under

I spent some time on that shit it's hard to count the digits

It's hard to take inspiration when all around is privilege