Forever scarred Lyrics

Thinking about my brother wish he was here and sitting next to me

I boarded on the jet now I look back the last time that we would meet

Shit fuck up thinking about tata on some rainy days

And dae dae dead overdose on percs since then shit been strange

I was abusing drugs cause I ain't really have no way to cope

I'm from Missouri where they pistol pack and the place that made back door

Everybody gangsta since my man went and took his life

That shit still hurt me still can't believe d man had took his life

Got tired of crying looked in the mirror like T don't shed a tear

You made yo bed so for that man up and face yo fears

They want me dead bag on my head it's fucking with my head

I miss the bros all I can say ima forever scarred within

Don't ask about love cause they done played me now I don't have no trust

Only a few brother that come around them the only ones I trust

Im missing the old days everyday I wish that i can rewind

Time moving slow there was no where to go and no one on my side

I felt alone so I cope alone so by myself is how i die

I sing sad songs lost in my thoughts pain just pollute my mind

Feel like I deserve it everything I lost and had to sacrifice

They jammed me in could've killed me then and I ain't know they name

Every since that day I'm loading guns hoping to see they face

I know it wrong but on I can judge me when it's time

I stopped believing in a higher power if so why my people died

Tell me

Let that bitch play out don't stop

Ain't been in this bitch in like 3 months

Thinking about my brother wish he was here and sitting next to me

I boarded on the jet now I look back the last time that we would meet

Shit fuck up thinking about tata on some rainy days

And dae dae dead overdose on percs since then shit been strange

I was abusing drugs cause I ain't really have no way to cope

I'm from Missouri where they pistol pack and the place that made back door

Everybody gangsta since my man went and took his life

That shit still hurt me still can't believe d man had took his life

Got tired of crying looked in the mirror like T don't shed a tear

You made yo bed so for that man up and face yo fears

They want me dead bag on my head it's fucking with my head

I miss the bros all I can say ima forever scarred within (No cap)