MY CONFESSIONS Lyrics

I have a confession, back when I was poppin' pills and smokin', and sipping tech in my adolescence

I was scared I couldn't feel the love or even the hate like I was so stressed

And even when I did feel the drugs would put it to rest, man, I was a mess

I was surrounded by men, they was all tellin' me "yes"

My brain was perplexin', I went out searchin' for love

I took my heart right out my chest and that's when I bled

That's the moment when I said I'll never ever love again

I'd rather be dead, I gave my heart to my fam

I saw my brother in a casket, I hated death

They took all my love away, now I'm walkin' without a heart

And I don't got friends, broken, stuck, afraid

This life shit is not a game, better come correct

When I fell in love with Cay, I thought that I'd buy a ring

The day that we met and then she started actin' strange

I will never be the same, I be in my head, sad, low, drained

I think I'm going insane, I cannot pretend

Uh, tell me your secrets, I've been attached for a minute

Uh, woke up a demon, they done turned me to a menace

Uh, this is my thesis when it comes to lovin' women

Uh, I do not need it, I can't keep on catchin' feelings

Uh, tell me your secrets, I've been attached for a minute

Uh, woke up a demon, they done turned me to a menace

Uh, this is my thesis when it comes to lovin' women

Uh, I do not need it, I can't keep on catchin' feelings