Lacuna Lyrics

This is the product of a broken home

The result of bad choices and constant mistakes

These thoughts suffering

Controlling and manipulating every part of brain

Is this where I'm supposed to be?

Why is this portrait your idea of family?

I'm broken from these years I've spent left with regret

These years I've spent wishing for nothing but death

I could have ended it all in an instant

And I swear you would have never have cared

I hope the scars on you are a reminder that no matter where you are

I will always be there

Haunting you with memories of mistakes you've made

And the past that you have always have tried to escape

These four walls that surround us will eventually cave

I keep screaming

My words will never be heard when I am alone

I keep screaming

This hell is not my home

I know you'll be on bended knee

Begging your god to forgive all of your sins

With a list this long if there's heaven

I hope to god he's smart enough to never let you in

You keep laying and praying and crying

You think he fucking cares?

I swear that no one's there, I swear that no one's there

Don't waste your time on empty promises

I want to hear hear every word that I never had the courage had to speak out of my mouth

I want you to feel the pain that I did every time that I stepped into that house

I want you to suffer

Like I did in that broken home like I did, all alone

I hope you realize

That hell is not my fucking home

I want you to suffer

Like I did in that broken home like I did, all alone

I hope you realize

That hell is not my fucking home

Is this where I'm supposed to be?

Why is this portrait your idea of family?

I'm broken from these years I've spent left with regret

These years I've spent wishing for nothing but death