My Highest... Lyrics

I wanted a new beginning on life

Even though you were a part of it twice

I wanted you apart of it, I cant even deny

But every night, I always wonder why

Wonder why, I'm missing you in July

On my phone still zoning out

Wondering if I have any doubt

Sure I do, I'm always thinking about something

Might be good, maybe bad, mostly about jumping

I still think about leaving this earth untouched

Not like I made an impact on anything

Imp just trying not to get crushed

But that's already happened, It's a scary thing

My highest was also my lowest

When I get high, I still feel the slowest

Also when I'm drinking

It just makes me feel like I'm sinking

Most of these feelings I have never turn out good

I talk to people for help, but no one is understood

My highest was also my lowest

When I get high, I still feel the slowest

Also when I'm drinking

It just makes me feel like I'm sinking

Most of these feelings I have never turn out good

I talk to people for help, but no one is understood