Big Dreams Lyrics

How are you, I don't wanna talk about me

I've been going through so much, I can't even fucking sleep

Yeah my life feel like the snow, it just keeps falling down

Everything I used to know, my life got flipped upside down

Betrayed by the girl that I used to call my love

My pain so big that it fucking fills me up

I'm driven with this hunger to chase my dreams

But adversity holding me back from being the man that I could be

But I try, to be the best guy I can, why I lie

I'm drowning in my sorrow, filled up with these nights

You don't understand to have dreams so fucking big

But you're soaking in pain, just trying to act okay

Fuck it all, wish someone would take my place

Wanna cut out my heart, it's the only way to escape

Never felt so fucking low, never felt so fucking down

Every time I try to forgive you, it all comes back like a rebound

Yeah I'm, I'm drowning, I'm drowning

I have no shoulder to borrow, to borrow

Yeah my heart keeps crumbling and crumbling

I don't know if I'll make it tomorrow

But I try to be something, be something

But my heart keeps crumbling and crumbling

Yeah I don't know if I'll make it tomorrow

But I can count on something, on something

To break me down again, release the pain that I'm holding in

So much built-in aggression, yeah I try to count my blessings

But depression, uses my past like a weapon

You were my obsession, just to hear you confessing

You rather be with him, I'm beyond stressing

You took all your promises and just threw them away

Why say yes to my ring if you weren't planning to stay

Guess it's the end of J and Dezirae

I'll drive away in my Chevrolet

You know I didn't deserve this, I loved you so bad

Can't get over the time I cried to you on the phone

Just for you to laugh, hope my future so bright, it can outshine my past

But right now I'm living day by day, just trying to fucking last, uh

Yeah I'm, I'm drowning, I'm drowning

I have no shoulder to borrow, to borrow

Yeah my heart keeps crumbling and crumbling

I don't know if I'll make it tomorrow