Ay, Ay

Girl, I want it all

Girl, I want it all

I gave you my all

Now it don't matter at all

I found you interesting and beautiful I swear you're everything that I wanted

But at times I started thinking maybe I wanted you a little too much

And it's like wtf because I didn't just want to fuck

I wanted to be the shoulder you cried on the one you relied on

I'm not your everything but your exes are nothing to me

I wanted all that I see and all that I don't

I wanted everything you had to offer

All your strengths and insecurities

Didn't leave me bothered

But in the end it doesn't matter

Because we never gave ourselves to each other

Like caterpillars stuck in their cocoons too scared to take flight and experience the world around them

We just didn't have the courage to explore us

And so it was me and you until you found someone new and yet they pale in comparison to me

It's kinda funny how that worked out

I guess it means that your best is behind you

And I'm not saying that there's no one like me

Just that you're unlikely to meet them

And maybe I'm bitter and a bit too prideful

But that's what happens when I feel like I've wasted my time

It just strikes a nerve and lights a fuse

That gets me a little bit heated

So forgive me for being annoyed

Because I bought the dreams that you sold me

Instead of building the reality of what could be

But maybe if I pushed a little bit harder and hesitated less then we could be us

Girl, I want it all

Girl, I want it all

I gave you my all

Now it don't matter at all