Runner's High Lyrics

Should I have known sooner

Made it easier to believe

I'm scared of drowning

In my thoughts and things to grieve

I'm comfortable in silence

At least that's what I think

To contemplate I have the time

But not the energy

Could I walk through fire

Is it crazy to think

I'd make it out alive

Adrenaline pumping

This'll all turn into nothing

Scattered delusion rooted in

Runner's high

Winning fights with the ceiling

An unorthodox version of healing

Gathering closure I'm getting closer

To naming this feeling

Trying to paint a picture

It's easier said to see it bigger

Closing my eyes

I hate that it's so familiar

Could I walk through fire

Is it crazy to think

I'd make it out alive

Adrenaline pumping

This'll all turn into nothing

Scattered delusion rooted in

Runner's high

I'll make my bed

End up sleeping on the couch instead

I'll lose my head

Ignoring everyone around me seeing red

I'll run from every drop of blood

I've bled

Pretend like every worry I have

Is in my head

I think I could walk through fire

Wishing I could live off runner's high