Not Okay Lyrics

Trying to get away

Shouldn't be so hard to do

It's just barely the morning

The memory is vivid still

I'm still standing here

Guess I've got myself to blame for that

I've been watching and waiting

Forgot what I was looking at

And when you call and ask why I stayed

I'll insist I'm fine, but what I won't say

Is I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

Let it out

I don't know why I hold myself back

It's time to face the truth

I have to stop believing the lie that everything's alright

I know you'll call, and when you do

I'll insist I'm fine, somehow that's not true

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

Well I know what you said

But it's like the walls are closing

I don't think this is just a phase

Give me a chance to say

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

No

Why did I wait so long

It's late and you're too far away

I feel like my lifeline's gone

The silence a deafening sound

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

But it's okay

To not feel okay

Sometimes