Family first Lyrics

Look, you ever go through so much pain that every day is a joke

I would've been fifteen, you know I'm hanging from ropes

So take notes, end of the story as we all just choke

So surround yourself with the people that is bring you hope

You don't wanna end up like me, another fuck up in the gutter

Just wishing that he can pay every cent right back to his mother

Or back up his brother

He's bumping the shit, he's making the list

Number one contender, all of y'all can fuckin suck a dick

Cause as a youngin' I was used to boarding up my room

So I could just bump Eminem at 12.45 all up in the afternoon

It's after school, I'm puffing chronic like yeah I'm cool

Don't give a fuck about this shit, you know like fuck your rules

You know as a kid I would run away too

I don't give a fuck if I'm black and I'm blue

I'm fighting for everybody for that title

You know all this crazy cause I'll never lose

So you gotta choose if you wanna live or die

This ain't no 99, this ain't no Columbine

Now i been smoking to much

You know that gas got me faded but I'm getting really high

Whoa, slow down, everybody talking about a hoe now

Don't give a fuck, yeah I'm grown now

Just like that, the Dr Dre, you know what damn, I'm in the lab now

Pen and' I'm proud, it's crazy you doubt

You know what, it's crazy I'm up in the clouds

You up in the ground, it's crazy cause a motherfucker decided to slaughter you

But back in the old days like OJ, I swear I got rid of the gloves

And I got some angels but you got some demons

You know what, they really out for your blood

So I wanna live in peace, but y'all wanna rip it to pieces

You really be talking, you know what, it's crazy like this is my mental thesis

The key is to keep your balance and just keep your head down

Until you deaf to the sound and nobody else is around

So you just get lost and you start panicking

You're lost in the crowd and you're lost in the sound

Well I be dropping bars right now

You know it's crazy cause I wanted to be just like you

Another psychic to the man that's getting paid through the roof

We had to put it back because you know we had to buy food

And we cut it all by the fireplace cause we ain't got heat too

And that's when I understood I was a man

And that's when I understood I had a plan

And that's when I understood all the bills and expenses were piling up on my dad

They're making him sad, they're making him mad

I swear that I'ma be making it back

I'm still on the grass, there ain't no trap

I swear that I'll be paying it back

Like yo,

it took me a second but now I understand what I've done

You know what, it's crazy cause I am the best

Nobody can test me, I'm the one

The words from my mother, I can't even mudder

You know what, it's crazy, I'm causing a stress

Our life is a mess but you know what

She told me, son, you gon' be the best

And that's true

If anybody doubt it, fuck you

you mother fuckers going to hear me